I want to go back.

there are indeed many broken parts of the world.

but there are still many intact parts that never disappoint.

| Evil in the sun |

this is a very interesting topic.

about why the Spring Festival is over, many people are anxious to go back.

I have a high school classmate. Before I go back to my hometown, I watch him post it in his moments and go home for two days. If so, she will return to Shanghai tomorrow.

I asked him why he was in such a hurry to go back, and he said it was because of escape.

what are you running from? I asked.

avoid the eyes. He said.

explain, because at first I didn't understand what he was talking about and what it meant to avoid his eyes. I also asked him to explain. He said something that made me think that it might be the idea of a lot of people.

he is older than me and was my elder brother in high school. His girlfriend, like him, studied clothing in Donghua, graduated, and the two made a lot of money selling clothes online.

the painting industry, in the eyes of many elders, is a profession of sleeping in bridges and holes, but my elder brother, now basically depends on selling clothes and has no worries about food and clothing.

A few days ago, in the few days when I went home, his classmates called him out, but he didn't want to. In fact, in his hometown, he said that he basically did not have any friends to contact. In this way, they slowly set their minds on different paths and lost contact.

Auntie said, you don't seem to have any friends in your hometown. Have you decided to settle in Shanghai in the future?

he said something like that.

these days he has experienced a round of socialization that he considers to be a disaster.

parents took him to a party with parents, friends and relatives. Many children and parents were there, asking each other about each other's child's salary. Some went back to their hometown as civil servants, some in the bank, some in sales, all in their hometown. They discussed their wages with each other. They all said, oh, whose children are really promising, when to get married, ah, it is not small, who whose children? This salary is already enough in a small city like ours, and there is no need to rent a house. when he came to my brother, he said that he could make a lot of money by selling his own clothes. Other parents all say that after all, there is no social insurance and house fund, and there is no security when he is old. What are we going to do about buying a house and not coming back? others say, "our children don't earn much in a real job, but they earn more instead."

he and his parents are very embarrassed. After this social meeting, he told his parents that they would never participate again.

I have not encountered such a situation, after all, there are no such talking elders and children drinking soy sauce.

but through moments, I find that there are not a few people in this situation.

there are many reasons why many people are anxious to go back, and perhaps more of them are free from this environment and can be free and independent.

be happy.

the advantage of big cities is that they are all-inclusive.

I saw an interview on Weibo in which many people dressed strangely. They said that in the big city, no one looked at them. No matter how strange they dressed up, it was their freedom. No one would feel anything wrong and would not feel alien. Because the city is very big, there are all kinds of people, not without him. But when they returned to their hometown, some small cities, many people looked at them as much as watching the western scenery, and they were very uncomfortable. The other kind of people, that is, after returning home, they feel that their hometown is lifeless, instantly have no motivation, and they are ten years older. Others say they can't explain their profession.

this is a problem that many people will face. After the Spring Festival, they are anxious to go back to Beijing, Guangzhou and Shenzhen.

in my hometown, I can't find myself, I can't find my place, although I can't find my place in a big city, but I can find a place where I want to work hard, so dissatisfied people walk all the time and stay at home contentedly, and a lot of people who are floating are in a difficult position.

some people have changed, others are still holding on.

this society is very vulgar, it is difficult to get rid of vulgarity, as long as it is not assimilated, the task is accomplished.

I like the moon, for a big reason, there is one side that no one can see.

everyone should give themselves some space to heal.

so, in the face of questioning and being stared at by countless eyes, I don't want to pander, I just want to escape.

I just want to say that some useless socializing, people you don't need to know, just pass by.

to live the life you want to live, to meet the people you want to see, to do the work you want to do.

you are not passive, you can choose

even if you pay the price, even if the weather is cold and the road is long.

It is such a dream to be able to find just the right affordable modest bridesmaid dresses for that special event. Why don’t you pick the cheap but high quality dress?

after the decision, there is only a way forward and do not look back.

fin.

according to what I have seen recently, I have said a lot of things incoherently.

is different from the reason why many people want to go back.

the reason why I want to go back is just because it is too comfortable.

in my opinion, comfort equals death.

if appropriate, like many people, I will choose to pick up my family.

I wonder how you feel at the moment.