How did "old" happen? Every word touches the heart!

I have learned something about how "old" happened in the last year or two.

at the age of 17, I think people can die at the age of 27. If they are not reconciled, they can live for another 2 years and die at the age of 29. Who wants to live after the age of 30? what's the point of getting old?

when I reached the age of 29, my heart was a little agitated. With this pity for myself, my face cream was replaced by la mer (there is no magic effect but I don't want to "go back"), lost weight (of course rebounded quickly), and bought a few bags, not to say happy, but without much emotion, I was in my early 30s.

every day goes by, and there is nothing less every day after the age of 30. I am naturally energetic. For a long time, after I go to work and manage my children, I start work from 8: 00 to 9: 00 in the evening and write until 1-2: 00 in the morning. type enough words to go home to bed, and get up at 7 o'clock the next morning to send my children to school. Full of physical strength brings self-confidence and often forgets one's age.

however, the age finally came after the age of 35. It seems that countless alarm clocks in my body go off at the same time, and I feel "Oh, I'm old this time".

the face becomes loose, accidentally taking pictures will have a double chin, if you don't sleep well one night, the dark circles and bags under your eyes the next day will almost meet with the Dharma pattern, and even the best powder will float.

I love my hair, and my hairstylist who has been with me for many years refuses to give me a perm and dye: "you'd better raise your hair first." however, I don't know how to do it. I have tried countless kinds of expensive anti-stripping shampoo on the market. The floor-sweeping robot is still often entangled by my hair loss. (the recently used American Wrigley is really good, dropping a little less.)

began to collect medical materials, understanding the brand and classification of hyaluronic acid and Botox, and the principle and function of an ultrasonic scalpel and water light needle. What stops me now is not my ideas and risks, but my wallet (so it doesn't matter to be poor young, it's troublesome to be poor when old).

memory is getting worse, what should be remembered is always forgotten, and what should not be remembered. I've learned to pretend to forget.

allergic diseases begin to occur frequently, but I am very excited to have acne once in a while. I take a selfie and show my best friend, "I am still growing acne" and "Wake up your son's fast-growing one is called acne."

Sleep has completely become a casual thing. Occasionally getting enough sleep for 8 hours to give red envelopes to the world, the time between picking up your cell phone in bed and falling asleep every day has become a mystery, but you really can't do it without that time.

no more men are peeking at me on the road. I see the handsome guy's eyes become kind, and his mind rolls around saying, "I wish my son could be so handsome when he grew up." The most common words that friends say when they meet are "you've lost weight" and "you look good"-- everyone knows it's false, but these two sentences are the least against your will. When taking photos together, girlfriends will not only turn on beauty cameras but also skillfully choose light.

people of the same age I know begin to die. This year, there are two, one is a male classmate from different classes in high school. A few years ago, he came to attend the family party of several of our old classmates. At that time, I wondered why a single man was willing to come and look at the crazy children of several families. I later learned that he had brain cancer. Although he had surgery, there was a good chance that he would relapse, so he was afraid to fall in love and get married. Coming to this kind of activity might make him feel something. I don't know. I'm afraid to think about it. I heard the news of his relapse shortly after the party and left this year. The other was a male classmate from a different class in college. He was a high school teacher who died suddenly at school. His son was two years older than my son. I went to the memorial service, his face was painted red, his wife cried too much to speak, and his son was dull, apparently not accepting the truth that his father had passed away.

so I have to understand the meaning of some poems. I used to know that now I feel the same feeling, such as "the mistress will have silky temples", such as "you and I will be cut off by the mountains again in the Ming Dynasty, and the human feelings and the world are so slim." such as "where to die, the body is in the same mountain".

become more and more life-saving and afraid of death. I think it doesn't matter if I talk nonsense when I was young. Now I'm really careful not to curse myself. But after any routine physical examination, getting the report form is like getting the maintenance report. after eliminating the hidden dangers one by one, I feel that I have a little more leverage to negotiate with God: "I live so seriously, you first clean up those who are dead."

The beautiful and outstanding pageant dresses for women is all you need. We have it all – a perfect choice for the most formal and casually informal occasions.

I have more understanding of my parents. Occasionally thinking that they are almost 70 years old, their noses are sore and how it all happened, my father still walked two steps at a time and began to secretly pay attention to the old-age real estate in Hainan.

if you like memories, you must restrain them, fearing that all the highlights and meanings of life have been exhausted in the first half, forcing yourself to look forward and maintain curiosity and a certain degree of ambition.

the level of fastidiousness about details in interpersonal communication has become very similar to that of bitch, which I hated when I was a child. I finally realized that people who thought bitch were just more reliable than me.

A thoroughly wise person will sooner or later pay for the weaknesses in his character and learn to hide his intellectual and aesthetic superiority, not to please others or avoid conflicts, but to understand that growth is a process of overcoming meaningless and taking the initiative to hurt others. Always remind yourself that the word leniency is to save yourself.

the time comes up like water, "relax your shoulders" and "run Forrest, run!" before being completely submerged. The lines rang alternately, and I plugged in my headphones.