Come on, stop pretending.

"We should all know how to make ourselves happy."

Asp, I rin M u s e u m

(illustration: a sign of procrastination)

(music is in the first comment of the day)

July 8, 2017, The weather is fine | after the Aspirin Museum issue 558

SMS was sent to him My heart has been uneasy, and this sense of panic that arises spontaneously from my heart makes you feel that your palms are constantly sweating when you hold your cell phone.

I don't know how many times this is.

is probably the countless experience of many similar nights.

you are like an elk targeted by a hunter in the jungle, dragging a tired and badly injured body, waiting for the crisp sound of a bullet coming out of the chamber. For you, the fatal blow came from the "beep" of the news reminder, and your heart was pulled up the moment the phone screen lit up.

as so many times in the past, the flames of hope you have struggled to maintain have been extinguished again, and this innocuous reply seems to throw you into the ice and overturn all your imaginary intimacy until you slowly figure it out.

"He always pretends not to understand."

A May complained to me that every time she sent him a message, we would laugh at her for being too active, and the hints were so obvious that I couldn't think of anyone who could not even see the obscure meaning. May showed us the message she sent, the words were so bold that we all blushed, and then we saw each other's response, played Tai Chi, and extinguished May's enthusiasm in the full stop at the end of the sentence.

sometimes we send messages to the people we miss, wanting to hear a word of comfort, a word of baby, an unconditional "I love you". Only in front of the person, you like, will you dare to take off your sharp shell and be a close child in front of him /her.

A lot of things, things I won't say in front of others, a lot of things I won't do in front of others. Do you think I want to show these stupid things in front of unrelated people? do you think I like to be treated like a fool and always do something ironic and stupid?

I'm not trying to ask you for a favor.

when A May first started sending messages that he ignored or changed the subject, we all comforted her that the boy probably didn't know what she meant and probably didn't know that A May liked him. After all, A May usually looks so careless and makes friends with boys.

A friend advised A May to take her time and chat more so that the other person could feel her heart. As a result, May can often be seen holding her cell phone, tapping on the screen, thinking about something, probably thinking about things she has never said before.

I saw May acting coquettish for the first time, and saw May showing weakness for the first time. Across the screen, I saw the chat transcript sent to me by May, and for the first time, I felt that she was severely suppressed. This situation, which was destined to be passive from the very beginning, made May ask me more than once, "doesn't he understand?" Doesn't he understand what I mean? "

people tend to be stupid in a relationship, and lovers are more likely to be pinched seven inches, so they can't move or move. Heart-to-heart for a long time, always feel that everyone is heart-to-heart, will not question whether the other party has tricks, nor will they pay attention to the traps in the relationship.

him, he just pretends not to understand.

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I used to like a guy, and he always sent messages to me, so I subconsciously thought he might be interested in me, too. Once I had such hope in my heart, I completely ignored my friend's persuasion and took the initiative to send a message to him, thinking that he would understand what I meant.

every word I miss can always be blocked by him. He won't stop his ambiguous words, but he always acts as if he doesn't understand what I mean. At one point, I thought I wasn't obvious enough, but it wasn't until he got a girlfriend that I realized that he just pretended not to understand.

pretend to be close.

pretend not to see it.

pretend not to understand.

there are so many things difficult to understand in this world. If you like it, you can chase it, divide it if you don't like it, and push it off by pinching each other's weakness over and over again. He just depends on your love. Even kindergarten boys know that if you like a girl, you have to protect her from being harmed. Can't you learn to like her when you grow up?

I don't know when May will understand, he just pretends not to understand, he just doesn't like you that much.