"I can't love you anymore."

1.

he said he missed me.

this sentence twirled in my mind many times, just like a mantra. I always felt that if I thought about it more, I could wait for a phone call or a message from him.

I used to find all kinds of excuses to ask you out, go out for dinner, go shopping, and go to the movies with me. I would jokingly say to you, "Don't stay alone, come out and play." You will pretend to be reluctant, but willingly drive to pick me up. You see, at that time, I could have all kinds of reasons to stay with you, and I didn't have to worry about accidentally revealing the little secret of my heart in any dialogue.

at that time, you were willing to coax me, spoil me especially, order any time you want to eat, open the door for me when you get on the bus, and protect me when you cross the street, but I didn't know anything at that time. I just consume these tenderness bits by bit unscrupulously. A lot of things, only after the loss can recall the secret, those deliberate care, care, and care, I take it for granted to pay, why do people always regret that they did not cherish it until after they lost it?.

2.

later, I never met anyone who was so gentle to me. It seems that the goodwill they encounter again is all demands in disguise. They want to use those overtures in exchange for some feedback. I hope I can do the same for them. I began to miss everything about you inexplicably. You sent me halfway around the city to meet my friends, and in the middle of the night, I was afraid I was hungry to buy a midnight snack to take me home. You told me on the phone not to get drunk and call you, but you never, never once asked me to do anything for you.

"do you still love him?"

"Yes, but I can't love him anymore."

3.

S after we broke up, we chatted while drinking, and he talked about an ex-girlfriend he missed most. S said that the ex-girlfriend was very good, thinking of everything for him, and gave him a special face when he went out to have dinner with his friends, but at that time he didn't understand, but his self-esteem was too high and wanted to be gentle and free. Finally, when he was chatting with other girls one day, the ex-girlfriend couldn't bear to break up.

S said that at that time, the ex-girlfriend cried red eyes, but did not scold him, a man put his things in the suitcase, called a taxi, and left. "she must have been holding it for a long time," S said. "I've never seen her like that."

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"Why not get it back?"

S said that on the day he broke up, his first feeling was that he was finally liberated and that he didn't have to worry about going out to play. That night, I asked my brothers to drink and dance, and in the evening I brought home a girl who had liked him for a long time. When I was taking the girl back in the morning, he happened to bump into his ex-girlfriend to return the keys at home. He somewhat gloated and put his arms around the girl's waist and just stood there as if he were trying something.

"at that time, I thought, must not let her look down upon, just let her know that I have a very natural life after the breakup." S said he took a sip of the wine at hand, "but she didn't say anything, showed no expression, returned the key, and left. I knew at that moment that she would never come back."

4.

people always seem to like to cling to the good in the past after parting, but when they are together they only think about each other's bad. It can be seen that people are greedy when they are together, forgetting that all they want in the first place is to be with this person. Over time, I want more, want to care, want to accompany, want more sense of security.

the more greedy people are, the more they get nothing. If you try so hard to prove something, you can only prove that you are a fool with no chance of success in love.

I don't want any big love and hate. I just want you. I just want you to be the same as before, okay?

but I know very well that you won't show up anymore.

"I can't love you anymore."