The gentle wind passed through the hall
I keep asking, is it true that Lin Yi is not coming? Everyone joked that if you were disappointed that Lin Yi didn't come, the love affair when you were young was the most precious. I have never liked Lin Yi people, and in my youth, there are Lin Yi people everywhere.
Lin Yi doesn't match her name at all. She is not at all obedient to others.
she is fat. She was already fat when I met her.
when I was fifteen years old, I was a freshman in senior high school. With the unique cleverness of boys and a good foundation in junior high school, I was admitted to the best high school in the city. I swaggered around the school with a group of sweaty or sunny or creepy boys I just met and chose their seats according to their grades. so I sat in the back row of the classroom and made a bet with several boys who were almost as interested as me that the English teacher's chest was C or D. The only obstacle to happiness is the headteacher.
he often appeared at the back door and peeked at us from the cat's eye at the back door. I was encouraged to seal the cat's eye with colored tape. The headteacher was angry and checked, and several heartless friends betrayed me first.
the headteacher was furious and said, your demons of the world, for fear that you might affect the study of other students, put you in the last row. You bastards looked mungbean in the eye, didn't you? Change seats next week. I'll do it myself.
my happy life ends here.
A few days later, the seating table was pasted in front of the blackboard. I was on the other side of the hallway window, separated by two people, next to the classroom aisle.
when I saw the position near the other side of the corridor, I knew I was finished. The headteacher would appear by the window like a ghost at any time and place to stare at you. The novel could not be read, the cell phone could not be used, the villain could not draw, the note could not be written, and cheating could not be done. When I thought it was a thunderbolt, I saw sitting next to me with Lin Yi at the table. I feel even more hopeless.
there are three people in a row. Lin Yi is sitting in the middle. On her right is a girl who only knows how to write and write in a notebook every day. On the left is this poor me who has done evil in my previous life.
most of the girls in the class are very thin and slightly flat at best, and Lin Yi has become the fattest girl in the class.
her face is not big, but her body is full of flesh. She is also a rustic girl who has just come out of liberation but dressed like a middle-aged woman. My hair is always tied in a ponytail or coiled on my head. I change a few T-shirts in the summer and never wear shorts in summer. they are all earth-colored casual pants and jeans, plus sneakers. I put on a cotton-padded jacket or down jacket in winter, more like a ball. Originally, it was also a very youthful dress, but it was put on by Lin Yi people, but it was a completely different look.
clothes are always stretched on the body, can not take a step when running, only the chest shake, the other flesh on the body also follows step by step.
I hardly talk to her, and even if I do, it's a question. For example, has the teacher just been here, which page has been talked about, has this chapter been learned, and so on.
she never takes the initiative to talk to me, but she gets along quite well with the girl next to her. sometimes they lie on the table and whisper, and then the two heads lean against each other and laugh secretly.
she came earlier than me, left later than me, and didn't even see her go to the bathroom after class. This has always been a doubt in my mind.
but at that time I didn't have time to solve this doubt, nor did I bother to pay attention to her.
because my heart is full of promises.
Xu Yanyan is a very good-looking girl. Not only do I think she is good-looking, but I think she should be. People with eyes will think she is good-looking.
her eyes are not big, but she bends and shines when she smiles, her nose is small, her lips are red and her teeth are white. There is no flaw in the skin, with medium hair, occasionally tied up, a small face the size of a slap, and a small tiger tooth. As long as Xu Yan smiled, I felt like an ice cream baked in the hot sun, melting and thinking that I would like to die at the same time.
I often think of the protagonist as me and Xu Yanyan when watching TV.
with my cigar in my mouth, I kicked open the door, looked sharply at the other minions, and ended with a thunderous shot, rescuing Xu Yan who had been taken hostage, the wind blowing and blowing behind me, my coat floating and floating. I smiled coolly, hugged Xu Yanyan, and followed my little brother behind me. Yes, this is "Shanghai Bund".
at the moment when the bullet flew to Xu Yanyan, I quickly pounced on Xu Yanyan, stood in front of her, saved her life, and then died chic in her arms. Yes, this is the "Zhongnanhai bodyguard".
I sneaked into the Shaolin Temple to learn kung fu, rescued Xu Yanyan with Shi Xiaolong and Hao Shaowen, and kissed Xu Yanyan in the setting sun. Yes, this is "Shaolin boy".
Xu Yanyan in front of me, with tears in his eyes, touched my face, and at the same time, tears fell, saying, "Li Zhe, we can never go back." Yes, this is "half-life fate", this is too feminine and unlucky, not this, ah Bah.
and when I finished my imagination and looked back, I felt a shudder when I saw the double chin of Lin Yi who was doing a problem next to me. The scene is the same, but if the protagonist is changed to Lin Yi, it will change from an idol drama to a horror movie.
I shook my head and picked up my pen to scribble. Suddenly I heard someone calling my name. As soon as I looked up, the English teacher was staring at me. "Li Zhe, what are you talking about?"
"me. I left it at home without it. "
I have used this trick many times since I studied. I thought the teacher would bring it or pay attention next time, but the English teacher said, "all right, I'll give you ten minutes. Go back and get it."
"ah? My house is quite far away. "
"Don't you live right across from the school? Go every time your father saw me, he said hello to me and asked me to take special care of you. Hurry up, go back and get it. " "Sir, I think I have it. I'll look again." I lifted the lid of the table and began to slowly flip through one book after another, saying to myself, hey, where I've been, it's not here.
the teacher rolled her eyes and said, take your time to find it. If you haven't found it after class, I'll call and ask your father to bring it to you.
I nodded sharply, blocked myself with a book, and asked Lin Yi, "what was yesterday's homework?"
she writes in the book, situational dialogue. And pushed the book over.
"have you all handed it in?"
she nodded. "it will be handed in in the morning." The class representative asked you to hand it in, and you are on Rest. "
I hit myself on the head with that book, and I'll die.
"I have a draft here. That's not what I handed in. Do you want it?"
I nodded, "give it to me!"
she took out a book and gave it to me. I hid it under the English book and piled the high book in front of it and began to copy it hard. I finally handed in my homework at the end of class. The English teacher just turned a blind eye and let me go.
handed in his homework like a hero who had just bombed the bunker, slumped on the table, saw Lin Yi in a different position, and casually said, "Thank you."
she shook her head and did not speak again.
"Ha, you even write a draft of your English homework. You are so serious."
"it's not serious, it's fine anyway."
"since you are so free, copy your drafts for me in the future."
"Oh."
from then on, the first thing I did every day was to take her homework and copy it into my workbook. Later, I was too lazy to tell her that I would like you to do it for me.
Lin Yiren looked embarrassed and wanted to refuse, but somehow she agreed. Her homework is neat in handwriting and there is no sign of typos or alterations. The homework I wrote was scribbled and danced with dragons and phoenixes, but I didn't let the teacher see the flaw.
sometimes I want to understand a question on a whim. When I ask her, she will take the trouble to tell me over and over again. I don't understand and have no patience. I lose my temper when I hear it. If I don't listen, she will silently put the book in her place.
the best thing about the Lin Yi people is silence. Because of her silence, she doesn't ask me questions I don't want to answer, and she doesn't gossip with me all the time. She was my deskmate, but she didn't say as much as the neighbors downstairs. she didn't ask the questions she shouldn't ask, and she didn't seem to have any curiosity.
so I've been sitting at the same table with her for a year, and all I know about her is her name, her grades in the middle, and her weight that doesn't seem to fall off forever.
and in the course of the year, my understanding of Xu Yanyan has improved by leaps and bounds.
Xu Yan loves to laugh. As soon as class is over, Xu Yan will go to the toilet or get some air on the balcony with friends in groups. Xu Yanyan's father is a civil servant. Xu Yanyan's favorite food is radish stewed brisket. What Xu Yanyan hates most is tofu. Xu Yanyan doesn't like pink at all. Xu Yanyan has a lot of hairpins and wears them every day. Xu Yanyan's grades are not good, but it doesn't matter. Anyway, her dream is to be an actress. Actors don't need to get good grades. Xu Yanyan always had short hair when he was a child. Xu Yanyan loved to read books. Xu Yanyan always liked to watch old movies at a slow pace that I didn't like. Xu Yanyan was extremely beautiful when he cried. The star Xu Yanyan is most infatuated with is Lin Junjie, Xu Yanyan, and a childhood sweetheart who went to college.
during the holidays, I rode my bike through the streets of the city to the downstairs of Xu Yanyan, staring at the flowers and cluttered plants on her balcony, imagining the promise to water them. Sometimes I can stay for hours, and the sun hurts my scalp.
I often go to the teahouse where Xu Yanyan's parents like to play cards at night. I wait a long time, and occasionally I come across Xu Yanyan coming out alone. I ride my bike and slam on the brakes in front of her, saying, Xu Yanyan, why are you here? what a coincidence.
Xu Yanyan's birthday, I watched the time on the Internet, took a train for more than ten hours to another city, Lin Junjie's signing party, stood in line for a long time, and then when it was my turn, I shouted and wrote my dear Xu Yan. Be sure to write it. Her idol looked at me, smiled and drew a love, and wrote it very quickly. I was pushed away by the fans behind me before I could see what the word was. Later, after my careful identification, I found that the words were Xu Yanyan. Bah, my words will not have such a tacky name. When I was watching it in class, Lin Yi stared at it, so I threw it to her and said I liked it and gave it to you.
I dozed off and carefully watched the movies that Xu Yanyan said he liked. I didn't like any of them. But after watching it, I felt that I was knowledgeable again, so I would have nothing to say when I talked to me about the movie.
I saved every photo of Xu Yanyan, flipped through the photo albums of many people who left messages in her space and found everything about Xu Yanyan, which was locked in the computer like a treasure.
if Xu Yanyan sits in the auditorium when playing ball, I work harder than ever, dashing around with the ball, I can't see any obstacles, I can only see the words that my eyes are following the ball.
ever since I learned that Xu Yanyan likes boys with good grades, I preview what I want to say the next day, and take great pains to harass Lin Yi to ask her to teach me questions, so that when I do well in the exam one day, Xu Yanyan cast a smile.
I also wanted to express my love, but when I looked into my bright eyes, I was too nervous to say it. That's what I said. Rarely encounter things that make me nervous, but Xu Yanyan always can, if to get to the bottom of the matter, probably Xu Yanyan's eyes are too beautiful, so beautiful that people feel that they will always have nothing in front of her, always empty-handed.
at the end of class, I stared at Xu Yanyan flipping through a magazine with my classmates. I was stunned before I knew it. I turned around and found Lin Yi looking at me. I hurriedly explained, "I'm not looking at her." I'm looking at her hairpin. It's beautiful. "
Xu Yan said goodbye to a light blue hairpin, which is in the shape of X, next to the ear.
Lin Yi nodded, "well, it's pretty."
I didn't answer and bowed my head to play with my cell phone. After a while, Lin Yi nudged me. I hurriedly put away my phone and pretended to read until the headteacher left.
I suddenly said to Lin Yi, "I like her."
"mm-hmm." Lin Yi nodded.
"what's the next class?"
"Mathematics."
"it's annoying. What about the next section?"
"Sports."
"shit, is it sports again, or are you still learning ballroom dance?"
"mm-hmm."
"I really can't figure it out. That PE teacher has shit in his head. Even if you girls learn to dance, why should we all be together? I haven't finished my lesson yet." I fucking hate PE right now. "
"I hate it, too."
the first group freely. I wanted to invite Xu Yanyan to join me, but before I could figure out the wording, Xu Yanyan was already held by another boy and began to practice. I invited a random girl. Finally, I was left alone with Lin Yi and a boy.
the boy shouted, "teacher, I'm not with her." She is so fast that it affects my performance. "
everyone's eyes are cast, including Xu Yanyan. Lin Yiren stood where he was, bowed his head, and didn't say a word.
"she didn't bother you. Why are you talking so bad?" I'll trade with you. " I don't know why I said this very masculine remark.
Lin Yi looked at me, the tears in her eyes accumulated more and more, she hurriedly looked away and put her hand into my hand.
I don't want to be with her either, but I still don't know why I was brave at that time.
I impatiently put my arms around her waist, but I still kept my distance from her, but she was so big that my hand couldn't reach that long, and all the graceful moves that I could easily accomplish with others, together with the clumsy Lin Yi people, became a joke. She looked at me apologetically and practiced her movements. it was my irregular movement, but she desperately apologized to me and whispered that she was sorry.
everyone stopped to look at our group, some booing, some giggling, some watching the hustle and bustle.
I was upset, so I fell on purpose and pretended to have a sprain. For the rest of the class, I sat next to Lin Yi to have a rest.
I watched Xu Yanyan practice hand in hand with other boys, and a burst of sadness and unhappiness welled up in my heart. I diverted my attention and asked Lin Yi next to me, "is there anything you particularly want to do now?"
"Thank you."
"ah? You're welcome. I'm asking if there's anything, in particular, you want to do. I want to hit someone right now. " I stared at the boy who was smiling happily with Xu Yanyan in his arms.
"Yes, just to say thank you."
"is there anything you want in particular?"
"No." She thought for a moment and shook her head.
"How could it not be? Don't you have anyone you like, don't you want something, don't you want to make it come true? What a boring life. "
"it would be nice to have a look at some things. You don't have to get it. "
"bullshit."
"really. I think some things are too beautiful to belong to me. "
"if you want to dream, you should set it higher. Anyway, you don't know if it will come true. Just make it bigger. We'll talk about it later. Forget it. I bet your dream will be very boring."
"I want to be a teacher."
"come on, this is not a primary school composition."
"I want to be a teacher." I shook my head secretly, Lin Yi people, ah Lin Yi people, really can not be compared with Xu Yan, even dreams are so boring and bleak.
on the eve of the division of liberal arts and science, I was afraid that Xu Yanyan would be assigned to another class, so I decided to confess my love to Xu Yanyan.
I went through all the love letters I could think of in class, cobbled together with my lack of language, and began to write love letters to Xu Yan.
Lin Yiren turned me with his elbow. I immediately covered the love letter with a love letter, pretended to concentrate on physics, and said something in my mouth. Taking advantage of the teacher's turn, I folded the love letter hastily and stuffed it into the school uniform pocket.
as expected, since that PE class, Lin Yiren has often been absent from PE class.
when I came back from the playground sweaty after playing basketball, I saw Lin Yi sitting in a strange posture in a classroom with only a few people.
"do you have any paper?" I asked.
with her back crooked, she only sat halfway on the stool, opened her desk, and pulled out a paper towel half-hidden. From the gap in her schoolbag, I caught a glimpse of a pink bag. I suddenly realized that the reason why Lin Yi was sitting like this might be because of her menstrual period.
I took the paper to wipe my sweat and asked, "Why don't you go back?" They went straight back after PE class. "
Lin Yiren said, "leave later."
I nodded and zipped up my school uniform. Basketball. Put it under the desk and walk out of the classroom from behind.
the light was not turned on in the classroom in the afternoon, and the figure of Lin Yi was still in a very twisted position. I looked at her back, folded it back, and threw the school uniform to her. "there is no water in my house, please help me wash it."
Lin Yiren looks surprised and hasn't responded yet.
I took the corner of my clothes and smelled them. "Don't fall in love with me because of the masculinity of my clothes. I'm very demanding." Hurry up and go to dinner. "
I turned and left, immediately regretting in my heart that there was no camera shooting just now. If there were a camera, I would be the leading actor in the TV series every minute. Handsome, handsome, and considerate.
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A few days later, Lin Yi handed me a paper bag.
I opened it and saw that it was my school uniform, which was folded neatly.
Lin Yi apologetically took out a crumpled ball of paper and said, "well, after I washed it, I found, I'm sorry."
through the water-soaked mark on the back, I vaguely saw a few words and immediately realized that this was the love letter I had written at that time.
I said, "if you feel sorry, then write me a new one."
"But I haven't seen it. I don't know the content."
"can you write a love letter?"
Lin Yiren shook his head.
I said, "it doesn't matter. Just write for the person you like." Just don't show gender. I'll see what happens later. "
while I was studying the red cross on the test paper, Lin Yi pushed over an envelope. A light green pattern. I was overjoyed and took a look at it. With this earth-moving literary talent and my extremely handsome appearance, Xu Yanyan did not belong to me. I roared in my heart.
I hid in the quilt, looked at the love letter by the light of my cell phone, edited it word by word, and then sent it to Xu Yanyan.
then there is a long and painful wait. I associate a lot of responses.
what should I say if I refuse? If I say yes, I will go on a date with Xu Yan next.
I pressed the screen again and again, but I didn't get any reply.
Xu Yan ignored me.
I didn't go to school the next day. I pretended to be ill in bed and said I was going to die, and no one bothered to talk to me. I think I'm dying. The phone was ticking, and I quickly pulled it out from under my pillow, but I was immediately disappointed. It's from Lin Yi. She asked, "the teacher is going to receive the volunteer for the division of subjects now. Have you handed in yours yet?" I'll get back to her, and you write one for me. I choose.
I am determined to find Xu Yanyan.
I waited downstairs at Xu Yanyan's house, adjusting my breath and imagining over and over again that it was better to talk to Xu Yanyan in that tone.
Hi. Hello again, Xu Yanyan?
I wonder if you could give me some time to chat.
did you get my text message?
I sat on the bike seat and looked at the distance nervously.
Xu Yan appears. But there's a guy next to him. I don't know. The two men walked side by side with the book in their arms. Xu Yanyan walked into the corridor, turned around, gave the boy a quick kiss on the face, and then ran in.
I stood still and felt that the world stood still. The first thing I reacted to was to flee this place on my bike. I held the faucet in one hand and wiped the tears that could not be wiped clean in the other. On that day, I felt that all the sadness and setbacks in my life had come to me.
as the exam is coming soon, the atmosphere in the class is very tense. And I've been fooling around all morning. All I can think about is the kiss that Xu Yan left on the boy's face. Lin Yi pushed the exercise book over and said, "I found an easier way to ask the question you asked last time."
I threw the book on the table, turned my head, and lay down on the table. "I don't want to hear it." Leave me alone. " Lin Yi didn't speak anymore, but I can still feel her eyes on my back. Even more impatient, I turned to her and shouted, "will you leave me alone? who wants you to give me questions? you think everyone wants to be the first in the exam like you. Why do you care if you are a good student? does it matter whether my grades are good or not?"
Lin Yi looked at me with disappointment in her eyes, and she said, "Don't do this."
"what do you want from me? Do you think you can tell me what to do after you help me a few times? Do you think you know me well enough that you are my deskmate? Don't think highly of yourself. Who do you think you are? is it your turn to give me orders? "
Lin Yiren took back the exercise book, pursed his lips, turned to look at me, and said calmly, "I just want to tell you that if you are good at nothing and have nothing in mind, you will encounter countless promises in the future, but you can't catch any of them."
I stood still, as if I ate a fist sullenly, and couldn't say a word of rebuttal.
I never thought that Lin Yi, who had always been silent, would contradict me, nor did she think that she would deny me so much. Even though she's telling the truth that I don't want to admit. But when I think about it, Lin Yi is the only one who is hopeful and patient with me.
there are so many people in the world that what they do to me is not a promise. She is like a knife, I use her to stir my heart. It hurts, but I enjoy it.
Young wars are always short and ridiculous. Because of this quarrel, Lin Yi and I did not speak for more than a month and lasted until the beginning of the new semester.
Xu Yanyan chose the article and went to another class. Lin Yi and I chose science and were still deskmates.
she is still gentle and silent, taking the trouble to tell me the same problem.
when it is rare to encounter a power outage at night, the whole class will light up. Candle self-study, I lie on the table, Lin Yi people concentrate on telling me the difference between the present perfect tense and the past perfect tense. She is still that very corny girl, a year later, she seems to have lost a little weight, and she doesn't seem to be too thin to see it, but the first time I looked at her in the candlelight, her whole face was reflected in the orange candlelight, very gentle. I thought for the first time that Lin Yi was also very good-looking.
one semester after the division of subjects, Xu Yanyan changed his boyfriend again. The object is not her childhood, but the study committee of another class. When I heard the news, I was silent for several days. I walked under the mottled tree shadow, remembered everything about Xu Yanyan, wiped away my tears, and unwittingly walked outside Xu Yanyan's class. I saw her listening to a song and using the ten minutes between classes to say this to that boy on the balcony.
it was only here that I felt that my two-year secret crush was finally over.
because even if she chose again, she didn't choose me.
from then on, my goal has become a university. Because I think that if I go to college, I can get rid of my parents' nagging and homework, I have plenty of time to play games, I have plenty of time to pick up girls, and I have a lot of girls waiting for me. There may be something more beautiful than Xu Yanyan.
I began to study with Lin Yiren seriously. I read books very late every night. I walked into the classroom with the bell the next morning. Lin Yiren had put breakfast on my desk. Some students talked about and made jokes about the relationship between me and Lin Yiren. She didn't respond, and I didn't explain much, so naturally, it came to an end. I still don't know much about Lin Yi, and she seldom talks about herself. I'm afraid to touch a place she doesn't want to touch, so I don't ask more.
for the rest of high school life, that's it.
driven by the word college, I thought my long high school career was over faster than I thought.
at the last class meeting, the headteacher said cheering slogans, saying, you have to believe in yourself, no matter whether you play well or not, as long as you do your best, it is the pride of Class 14, Grade 3 of senior high school. Parting is imminent, I suddenly feel that the head teacher's condescending posture, is not so annoying.
after the class meeting is over, the boys stay behind to decorate the examination room and clean up all the things on the desks.
I moved Lin Yi's desk out of the aisle. When I put it down, I saw the place where there used to be a pile of thick books, but now it was empty, with only a neat row of my name.
at the farewell dinner after the college entrance examination, Lin Yiren smiled and watched everyone joking and crying bitterly. She sat in the corner without drinking a glass of wine or hugging anyone.
at the next table, Xu Yanyan was in his class. Xu Yanyan was booed to have a glass of wine with his boyfriend, laughter and noise were intertwined, and my mind went blank. I just drank a glass of wine.
I said, let's take a picture.
so I held up all the smiling faces under the frame of the camera.
when everyone is about to break up, I say, wait, one more.
I focused the camera on Lin Yi alone. She smiled softly at me in the camera.
everyone was a little numb, and Lin Yi was still awake. she took a taxi by the side of the road, helped her classmate into a taxi, and explained it carefully to the driver. I crouched under the tree and saw several shadows of Lin Yi people, fat, standing by the roadside, holding out a hand to take a taxi, and suddenly tears gushed out. I don't know why I cried.
finally, Lin Yi helped me on the bus and accurately told the driver the name of my neighborhood. Downstairs, I sat in a chair with Lin Yi beside me. I didn't know whether to help me or stand.
I said, "Lin Yi, can I ask you a question?"
she said, "mm-hmm."
I asked, "Why have you never been to the bathroom?"
she was a little shy, smiled and then said, "because I'm so fat, you don't have to move your chair when people go out. If I go out, you not only have to move the chair, but you have to get up and make room for me so that I can get out." that's why I'm not going. "
I laughed. "I've been deskmate with me for three years. Why are you so polite?"
Lin Yi, who has been my deskmate for three years. Lin Yi people, who know what I like to eat, Lin Yi people, who bought breakfast for me in the classroom, never asked me why. Lin Yi people, who agreed to all my unreasonable demands, occupied most of my youth. Lin Yi people, who secretly engraved my name on the table, liked me for three years but never mentioned a word to me.
"I have one more question to ask you. There is a reward. " I said.
"mm-hmm."
"if you like someone, should you tell her?"
"If she likes you, too, tell me. If she won't like you, don't talk about it for the rest of her life. "
"what if it's something you like very much?"
Lin Yi thought for a moment, "well when I was a child, there was a doll, very beautiful. I took her out to play every day. I had to hold Rest before I could fall asleep. One day, the little girl downstairs asked me if I could play with her for a while. The little girl was clean and sweet, so I gave her the doll to play with. I never asked for it back. I thought it was just right with her. Good things should be matched with beautiful people. I have understood this principle since I was a child. "
I nodded, "well, this is for you. Haha. Look at your memory. I found it when I was setting up the examination room. " I put my hand into my pocket, took it out, and then spread it out. In the palm of my hand lay a hairpin in the shape of a light blue X. I praised the same hairpin on Xu Yanyan's head.
I held my hand again and spread it out again, "and I want to tell you that you deserve it."
she answered over and say, "Thank you."
Lin Yi and I went to different cities. After college, I went to a bigger city for development.
classmate reunion, I searched around, but I didn't see Lin Yiren.
but I saw Xu Yan. Xu Yanyan and I haven't seen each other for many years. She married a long time ago. She was still so beautiful that I poured her a glass of wine and said, "at least refuse me and let me give up completely."
she asked, "what refusal?"
I said, "I sent you a confession message. Haha, I edited in the quilt for a long time, but not a single punctuation mark answered me. "
she looked surprised. "confession text message?" I didn't get it. I also said that you never came to me later. "
I was stupefied for a moment. "I didn't get it."
she nodded her head carefully.
Lin Yi didn't come. She rarely uses social networking sites, doesn't post her photos, doesn't write tips, and doesn't have Weibo. But I know that she has lost a lot of weight and has become a real dependant and an English teacher. At the school where we were studying, they said that she happened to be in time to join the teaching and research institute.
I keep asking, is it true that Lin Yi is not coming? Everyone joked that if you were disappointed that Lin Yi didn't come, the love affair when you were young was the most precious.
I have never liked Lin Yi people, and in my youth, Lin Yi people are everywhere.
after going home in the evening, I rummaged through the cabinets to find the love letter that Lin Yi wrote for me.
I don't want to say that I like such tacky words from the first time I met you, even though it's true.
I don't want to say that I want to take care of you and spend the rest of my life with you, even though it's true.
I don't want to say that I truly love you more than I am so arrogant, although it is also true.
I just want to tell you at this moment that I don't envy the one you love, I don't expect what won't happen, I don't refuse any of your requests, and I don't even want to tell you that I love you if I can't be the one who makes you laugh.
I don't want to be the scorching sun or the torrential rain in summer. I just want to be the softest wind that passes through the hall.
I don't want to be a proud and expensive Jin Junmei, and I don't want to be a cool Sprite, I just want to be a cup of warm white water quietly waiting for you.
you stand on the bridge looking at the scenery, and the people watching the scenery are upstairs looking at you. I don't want to be that scenery, and I won't be that person, I just want to be the bridge that supports you.