Looking at you, I can't even go to sleep.

you are thirteen years older than me, which means I am still a crying child when different girls are already on the back seat of your bike. When I started secretly reading youth magazines in class, you had already been urged to marry by your family several times.

so it seems that we have staggered too much time and space, even though we know each other's minds, we all wonder and hesitate, although we are not worried bluntly, we are afraid that we will hinder each other's better choice. I remember my friend told me at that time that love is a hand that wants you to go well, but is not willing to let go easily. Two people should have fetters than never to be related.

you see, people are like this, always flinching and not being brave enough to get to know each other too late. But what I want to tell you is that it's never too late, and it's never too late before you die. On the contrary, most of the time, some things come too early. for example, at an age when you are not willing to settle down, you meet someone who wants to live a comfortable life with you; when I am not tolerant enough, those who have been scolded are just opponents who hold different ideas from me. At a moment when no one can clean up the mess, break every mouthful of wine poured down from the glass.

Yes, I don't have to worry about so much. I have to go to love non-stop. The whole world can't blame me for my innocence and ignorance when I was young, and everyone can forgive me for my wayward mistakes at this age. However, this privilege, I know, only for a very short time, after a certain age, as long as I do not keep doing the "right" thing, that in itself is a kind of "wrong". and right and wrong are no longer black and white.

so I rushed to you so recklessly and unreasonable. I was stuck downstairs and asked if you liked me. If so, there was no need to mention anything else. Love is to be together now and leave all the things of tomorrow to the time of tomorrow.

you told me later that at your age, you seldom met such a warm emotion, so at that moment you were both surprised and pitied. You say, it's as if someone stole away your load-bearing wall, so that you just want to hold me hard, who refused to back down at that time, and fall in time together.

when we were together, everyone soon knew that your friend teased you about kidnapping and selling little girls, and my best friend laughed at my serious Oedipus complex. You are 37 years old this year. You often say that you are almost forty years old, but you still can't help but get red hands with me in front of the doll machine.

you don't always say nice things like those little boys to make girls happy, so occasionally I complain about you, full of truth, but not interesting. But it's not that you don't show a soft side. Once, because my friends and I organized a self-driving route in Xinjiang, we didn't see each other for almost a month. I only knew when you went downstairs to pick me up. It turns out that you haven't slept much overtime for several days, and your eyes are as red as rabbits.

"get some sleep. I'll call you for dinner later." I patted you on the shoulder as a sign for you to lie down. "I can't sleep anymore. I can't bear to fall asleep when you're here." I'll order takeout. Let's eat while watching a movie. " when you saw this sentence I wrote, you asked me that you had said so many domineering quotations of male friends, but you were impressed by this feeble sentence.

it's because I like you looking at you in an invincible state. After all, I don't want to sleep like a cheater. I try to make myself more mature, and you enjoy the maturity under the mask of ignoring age in front of me.

We know what is trendy, all our prom dresses with pockets are an absolute must -have. Our online shopping makes your shopping experience easy and happy.

you told me before, don't be afraid to disturb me. When I saw these words, I was so happy that I felt my hair soften from the root. But after being soft, I become more afraid of bothering you. But my "fear of disturbance" is not afraid, but do not want to get all the spoil, take it for granted. These good things, to me, are all rewards.

We have come to appreciate the huge difference between time and time, and that we cannot grow old together. Even if we are together forever, you will certainly leave me first, understand that you are not blessed, and appreciate a lot of genuine expectations that you have made extra efforts.

Life is unlikely to be gentle to us. Fortunately, as long as I have you, I can be gentle with life.

while I'm here,

you don't even want to fall asleep, and

you don't want to age too fast.