Girl, please make friends with him.

On weekends, my phone rarely rings. It's my best friend Crystal.

"Hey, why did you think of calling?"

"I'll come to your house for dinner."

"are you serious?"

"well, of course, it's true!" My family has a dog, and she is afraid, so she won't come easily. And this time she sounded so sure that I knew she would come.

"I'll pick you up at the intersection." I rode out in such a hurry that I even forgot to bring my cell phone.

the girl, who had always been cheerful and a little heartless, stood at the intersection, waving to me with a small black bag on her side, seeming to smile brightly. I parked my electric car next to her and noticed that from time to time her eyes glanced at the eye-catching white Audi by the side of the road.

"what's going on?" I asked.

"I went to the cinema with him and some friends in the afternoon." She was probably a little uncomfortable with my sharp eyes and asked me carefully, "he wants to invite us to dinner. Do you think so?"

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"No." Without even thinking about it, I said, "you tell him he's out of friends."

"Oh." I thought that according to her temper, she had to drag me to dinner. But this time she only answered, ran obediently to refuse his invitation, and got into my shabby car.

the man in the white Audi is Crystal's ex or ex-fiance. He has a gentle and honest temper and has been able to accommodate Crystal's small temper all these years, always driving and picking up whenever it rains during overtime work. I see this in my eyes and think from the bottom of my heart that he is a very suitable person for Crystal.

both of them have set wedding dates this year, but they quarreled at the dinner table where their parents made an appointment to discuss the details of the marriage. The reason is simple: because of the complicated single-parent family in Crystal, his mother resolutely opposes two people being together. He was attached to his mother, not a strong and strong man, so he chose to give in. His mother promised to compensate him and soon bought him the white Audi.

when you keep breaking, you will be disturbed by it.

I have always opposed Crystal getting too close to him, not only because he makes feelings cheap, but also because his cowardice and indecision will only cause more harm to Crystal. He will find a new girlfriend sooner or later, and which woman will tolerate her partner's so-called close friendship with her ex? I can even imagine that the war between two women and a strong mother-in-law will either be bitter or bitter, but it will not come to a happy ending.

but Crystal couldn't let him go all the time, so he secretly restored their friendship without telling everyone. She was too stupid to be disillusioned with their relationship knowing that such a false friendship Bubble would be disillusioned sooner or later.

how contemptuous and honest people are. Even if we know that there is no future, we can't let go of each other, and we always have to leave an indelible mark in each other's lives to be reconciled. If we can easily give up our feelings and habits, each of us will not be afraid to love the wrong person.

how much courage does it take for a woman to decide to marry a man? And in this process, how much determination did the woman make up her mind to hand over the whole of her life for the rest of her life? However, what she entrusted was not a human being, and she had no choice but to let her efforts be disappointed again and again in vain. It would be better to be handsome and leave a figure behind others, so as not to be tortured by reality to hate each other in the future.

Crystal sat in the back seat of my electric car, hugging my waist and not talking.

"Did he go on a blind date the other day?" I sighed.

"mm-hmm." Sure enough, the situation is moving rapidly in a direction that we do not like to see.

"do you like it?"

"should be." She pressed her face against my back, and the muffled voice seemed to come into my body. "while watching the movie, he has been looking at his cell phone and texting."

I suddenly increased the force of turning the throttle in my hand, and the car wobbled two times before it finally picked up speed. The scorching wind and the dazzling sun greeted my face, simply uninteresting! I took a deep breath and shouted at the top of my voice, "Girl, it's all over!" Can we be a little chicer and not be pretentious, just like listening to Yang Mi's "Love to support" more than 80 times in a row? "

"I know--"

"Are you really out of friends this time?"

"well, we're out of friends." She smiled and I breathed a sigh of relief.

for a long time, there was no smile on Crystal's face and even his voice was so gloomy that he lost ten jin in a week. She told me that only now did she realize how important that person was to her and that she simply couldn't accept the loss of his life. She choked up and told me, "I'm not so sad to break up with my first love!" I can't sleep right now. I don't know what to think. "

"Honey, you haven't done anything wrong. Don't compete with yourself. Time will make you better."

"I finally understand why Mr. J hurt you so much, but I keep making fun of you about it."

"I don't mind. I can make fun of you like that in the future."

she bowed her head and thought, and smiled a far-fetched smile: "that's not bad."

although I don't insist on love, Mr. J's empathy makes me understand that love is not always equal, but it makes me realize that I love so strangely when I lose it. Even though many years have passed, I still don't want to think of him, nor do I want to think of myself as sad as a fool at that time. Like Huang Xiaoxian, I couldn't let go of my only self-esteem and pitiful reserve. I couldn't open my mouth to ask for it. I couldn't tell him not to leave me. In the end, I decided to suffer in silence. Gnash your teeth to get used to a new habit, even if you find yourself crying and wet the pillow towel in the middle of the night.

this is my pride and all the evidence that I have become such me.

the word "friend to do" did not become popular that year, and we only had time to say an awkward and solemn farewell, like severing diplomatic relations between two countries, allowing street lamps to lengthen our shadows and be reluctant to part with each other.

if people who break up can continue to be friends, either they don't love deeply or some people won't let go. Otherwise, who is willing to nervously put the people who hurt themselves the most in front of their eyes to play self-masochism? Do you think I'm here to be funny?

since we can't manipulate memory, we might as well be chic and choose the "friend do" mode that is out of sight.

people without fate will never meet again even if they live in the same city, and I used up my fate with him when we were young. What I thought I couldn't get through, it's all in the past. I no longer resented him, and my pride only allowed me to fall into melancholy for three seconds when I heard the news of his marriage. It's just that I have to admit that the teenager I once loved left the shadow in my life after all.

"ex," says: we are not by each other's side when we need each other, even if one day you no longer recognize me. But the days we live together, will always be in my life, leaving good memories, I know I am not his favorite, but I as long as he thinks of me.

Yes, it is enough to think of it once in a while, because we are still busy meeting better ourselves and belated fate.