College entrance examination, and I used to be in June.

I wish all the children who go to war this year have a good exam: no matter how it ends, we will live bravely.

every early summer, the long days are empty and warm enough for people to live tipsy every day, which touches the soft sadness in my heart and becomes easy to be sad and fond of memories. In yesterday's moments, many people were remembering the college entrance examination, which seemed to be caused by a question and answer on Zhihu. After all, for these generations of young people, the whole campus time is lucky (unfortunately) to live outside those grand words and real high winds, and the only part that can constitute the eternal intersection is one June. Almost everyone once believed in wishful thinking that through the writing and recitation, proof, and conversion in those papers, they had a chance to hold the future at some moment.

when it comes to the college entrance examination these years, I have always been calm and calm. As if that fable-like reincarnation about forgetting, no matter how solemnly piled up, 12 years of spring and autumn is also a distance that can dilute everything. At this moment, even if I think of the tragedies of those personal experiences, I also have a bit of detached freedom and ease.

probably for us pseudo-middle-aged people, the college entrance examination belongs to the kind of past events that have been frozen. Such dog-blooded words as "if only everything were a dream" are too sentimental, all worth remembering and willing to remember, leaving only some very symbolic details: on the morning of June 7, 2003, I wore a flamboyant lake blue T-shirt and sat by the flower bed of that old campus. Talking to some girls about last night's TV show (is it "Love in Deep Rain"? Or is it Tan Yaowen and Lin Xinru's version of "half-life fate"? ), the exam bell rang, the headteacher, who was usually gracious and gracious to me, made a few sarcastic remarks with me, and the foreign language teacher who usually made me afraid of the tiger made me make an exception and gave me a high-five. it is very difficult for many people to cry in maths, but I did extremely well in the exam, and the composition of a great god like me missed the topic. English was brushed out of the highest score in four years of high school (two months before the college entrance examination, I started the craziest word recitation movement in my life, calling myself the "British Renaissance Plan"). Wen Zong, my history and politics are all at the level of a high achiever, but my geography is too poor to understand the map, and often can't understand the context of those big questions (so I still have no sense of direction, and driving on the street will bring potential danger to the masses of the people.) The school hopes that I can take the top student in the art class. As a result, I took an extra "1" to rank 11th in the province (of course, considering that the art ranking is not a math score, which makes me suffer a lot. For example, countries with atomic bombs agree to use cold weapons only when they use force with others.

it was an era when we had not yet accepted that "class can be sleepy and spend it on your mobile phone, skip class if you can't wake up in the morning, and don't ask your best friend to answer it." it was an era when even teachers were full of idealism and even passionate feelings, and the impassioned remarks of those teachers were ridiculously exaggerated today. Whether it's the so-called "Mr. Cai's college entrance examination notes" serialized by Lao Cai in the newspaper, the phrase "work hard, my children" or even Wu Shi's vulgar "what's so nervous, even if you don't pass the exam, you won't die?" are as majestic and holy as religion. Probably in this strange context of China, the whole time of your youth must use this nihilistic belief to support yourself in the right direction, so that the original reading comprehension, cloze, analysis and simple answer, choice, and judgment, is also really smeared to the height of life salvation, a few examination papers can not bear too much weight, rise too much, followed by deconstruction, persistence too deep It is also doomed to become more and more ironic.

because I had periodically masochistic and completely resisted the life of doing questions in January 2003, I took the Communication University Of China art entrance examination to avoid a model. As a result, I passed and got the admission certificate (which proves once again that I am a place blessed by God and gods for at least the 25 years of my life), and the college entrance examination still needs a reference. But it has changed from a selection-style competition to a cross-border collision line. As long as I am on the key line, I can safely go to Beijing. Such a request will of course be despised in the eyes of narcissists like me, so this positive leap of fate subtracts many sacred colors from my memory of the college entrance examination for no reason. Some people say that life without the college entrance examination is always an incomplete life. I wonder if my life, which has only experienced the college entrance examination after decompression, is also full of regrets. However, I still remember clearly that at noon on June 8, I woke up in the hotel across the street from the examination room. I looked out of the window and told myself that there was only one door left, so don't do it all over again.

Yes, although I miss every bit of high school more than ever before, I felt bored at that moment: never do it again, those repeatedly practiced syntax, those daily memorized formulas, endless memorization of words and mistakes, troposphere and stratosphere, three represent and four must, which-guided conditional adverbial clauses With the gradual southward shift of the center of gravity of commodity economy and agriculture, "the symbol looks at the quadrant, the odd change remains the same". Even in the eyes of all my friends, the kind of self-make-up, the kind of self-styled review life of chatting in class, flipping magazines at noon, and watching TV at night, they will not know that I have repeatedly had such a dream throughout May: writing English on a blank piece of paper, but how to write it is still a blank piece of paper, and then hand in the roll bell and always wake up in a cold sweat.

"the best swordsman always makes the most dazzling blow after a long period of repressed dormancy." This is the diary I wrote before the college entrance examination. although this sword is brilliant and dazzling, such a dormancy, once, is probably enough.

most of my friends didn't do well in the exam that summer. I still remember that on the afternoon of the day the results were announced, I received one around me as an early liberator. All the bad news had nothing to do with me, there was nothing to comfort them, and all the efforts to try to believe that I was as sad as they were were hypocritical and pretentious. In the end, I could only repeat the unskilled chicken soup that "everything will be all right" over and over again. Like a sad prophecy, our interdependent group was finally forcibly divided by those Arabic numerals, all over the world, bamboo sticks and shoes, irreversible endings, at that voluntary dusk, it was raining heavily in Hangzhou, and I blended into the teacher's office and stood in front of those forms. But I found that I didn't dare to look through the familiar handwriting about everyone's choice to stay and travel. In the end, I could only stand in front of the "Book with Pavilion" named in memory of that famous old alumnus. Let the lyrics he wrote flicker like electricity in his mind: the end of the sky, the corner of the earth, the half-scattered acquaintance, a pot of muddy wine, and the rest of the night.

what we miss is not that exam, but those who have become simply because of it: there is no need to worry about tripartite agreements, postgraduate qualifications, and graduation thesis checking. There is no need to worry about scholarships, community change, and application forms for party membership. Without volunteer hours and lecture red cards, you can only worry about an ancient article or an auxiliary line that you can't memorize all afternoon. I can get up at six o'clock every day and go home at nine o'clock in the evening and feel helpless that maybe life is supposed to be like this. Girls have not yet learned to dress up, they wear bloated and soft ugly school uniforms, but they can become the most eager secret abyss in every teenager's heart, or foresight or hindsight eventually dress up as ignorance-- and then you each go away. he grew into an ordinary adult, married, had children, bought a house, and changed jobs, and it no longer had anything to do with you.

there is some truth in saying that even though the college entrance examination is full of evil, you still cannot produce a more benign selection system in today's China. Because in a social system where there is no fairness to speak of when you yearn for even a glimmer of poor, superficial justice, you must pay the price of stiff, rigid, cold-blooded, devoid of personality, and impersonal. Some people say, if you don't take a good college entrance examination, what will you use to compete with the rich second generation? The most appropriate way to write this sentence should be: if you don't take a good college entrance examination, what will you take to work for the rich second generation?

I never feel like a beneficiary of the college entrance examination, just as I never feel like a victim in the college entrance examination. At best, I am just a survivor. So, with all the optimism and courage that a survivor once had, I wish all the children who went to war this year a successful exam: no matter what the outcome, we must live bravely. As long as you are willing, you can still be a genius for a lifetime, even if only the champion is recognized in the college entrance examination.

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